Defiance

Even the sky refuses to open up and cry. You can feel its sadness. You can see its gloom, not only a few tears drop. What I would do for some sun right now… some happiness. I am in the pursuit of happiness. Trying to find who I must be in order to be happy. I must be a rebel against the odds, to stand up against urge to swim in the emotions cascading from the sky. I feel as if the sun might burst through the clouds at any second just to prove that I am not the only one defying the gloom. But I know that wont happen any time soon. The leaves will be my allies soon enough, blaring in colors I have only seen in photographs. I look forward to the fall. Who knows maybe I will fall too?

Intro

so, here I am. I'm creating a blog so that everyone back home may still be with me while I'm there. This blog will mostly consist of short stories about my adventures while at college and the different obstacles I will have to overcome. there will also be some of my writings. just some of my thoughts in poetic verses. i think that this blog is more for me than anything else. after all, who knows if this will even be read? this will be my confidant, the one i tell my deepest thoughts and wishes with. i hope to find myself while i approach this project. i hope you find me too.