Defiance

Even the sky refuses to open up and cry. You can feel its sadness. You can see its gloom, not only a few tears drop. What I would do for some sun right now… some happiness. I am in the pursuit of happiness. Trying to find who I must be in order to be happy. I must be a rebel against the odds, to stand up against urge to swim in the emotions cascading from the sky. I feel as if the sun might burst through the clouds at any second just to prove that I am not the only one defying the gloom. But I know that wont happen any time soon. The leaves will be my allies soon enough, blaring in colors I have only seen in photographs. I look forward to the fall. Who knows maybe I will fall too?